[Nico is so not happy with himself. There are no words in any of the three languages he knows to accurately describe the depths of this feeling. No way in Hades is he going to tell Jehan he's only uncomfortable because of feelings he's barely coming to terms with.]

I haven't been a...ah, tactile person in a long time. [He has a small, self-mocking smile.] Not that I think anyone would believe me if I told them that I did used to be alright with that kind of thing.